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Message 2023/05: Farewell

Message for the month 05-2023 to say farewell.

The Goofball on the couch will be off from internet for an unknown period of time.
IF any prophecies will be coming and access to Internet might be somewhere possible, they all will be found on my website bindernowski dot com but very likely not on any of the video platforms.
If there is something really important Adonai will tell me to share, He will make a way.
Who knows how much longer truth can be posted online anyway.

Message Farewell 2023-05

It used to be that saying, better a bible in the heart than one on the shelf – or in modern language translated, better a bible on paper than one on a smarty phone and the best to have it written in the heart and on the forehead (not the rabbinical cube or a modern twisted translation).
If you look for prophecies, the Bible is the best source (with a good translation or better the original


Yes, this will be now my last message for a while… or maybe… even the last final one on the WWW.
Well, simple, I am leaving this ″smart″ city here, and where I go I will have no more internet, at least for an unknown season, and actually I don’t know how long it will be.
Yes, I will miss some brothers, sisters and friends and they will miss me but that’s life.
We are moving constantly for different purposes, unlike in times when someone used to stay in one place from birth to death.
But all those who are connected with Yeshua will be, one day together forever.

So, there might be some prophecies after this farewell message – maybe, maybe not…
And then eventually than not as a typical video with the goofball on the couch, but only a simple audio recording and the video shows some kind of a fixed image.
Or even only as text on my website, because that doesn’t consume a lot of bandwidth.
But I want to do this farewell message soon enough, to make sure it will be finished before I am heading off.
Okay, at the end the will of Adonai be done, as in heaven, so on earth.
Let’s see how everything plays out.

And now, hold on til the end… this is now a very, very long message.
It’s not only a farewell message because I will roll up a few other tings.
Because… I add also some kind of a personal testimony later in this message, which describes basically how I met Yeshua or however you word it, or maybe to say, how I came to faith.
Also I want to share a bit about my personal journey and my walk with Yeshua before my upcoming journey (in the physical known realm) – and I pray it might encourage someone.

Why I am leaving?
First of all, some might think because I stay in just a small cave (room) with a desk for the computer, a bed a couple of shelves for clothing and all sort of things and a couch…
Oh yes, just so much space that I can turn around myself. Since I can’t dance I don’t need to worry.
The only time when I have my bicycle staying in the cave I have to dance around it or shall I say to squeeze between the bike and the wall.

But no, the small size is not the reason.
Most people actually would think, and some truly say this is nonsense to leave.
Well, simple answer:
Because I don’t need to pay rent, nor water nor electricity, which is a huge blessing and I don’t take it for granted, especially in these days when everything becomes so expensive.
Around half a year ago electricity suddenly doubled without pre-warning from one day to the next.

Can I stay here for free just because I am a nice guy?
If I compare myself with Yeshua, I am definitely far away from being a nice guy.
Okay I’m surely not the worst compared to some special characters.
But I am far away from being a nice guy (in my own opinion).
The truth is; I am a wretched sinner and only by the grace of Yeshua I am forgiven.
But no, there is another reason that I can stay here for free.

I renovated this building, actually 2 floors of a 4 story building, that was used to be a shop before.
And did not charge anything for all the work, even put some of my own money in there.
You can ask a construction company how much they would charge for a renovation of a building in the size of about maybe 700 square meters.
If I use the converter correctly, then it is about 7500 square feet or a million square inch (which sounds more dramatic or impressive).
However, of what I have done was literally everything from plastering, painting, electric installations, plumbing and so on, work for more then half a year and the main portion of it by using material from the previous installations like recycling. And by this saving literally thousands of Euros, Dollars or Pounds (whatever currency you are familiar with).

And after finishing, I still take care for the things concerning this place.
Actually, I never had to do any repairs because I didn’t do a lousy job to make sure things don’t fall apart after maybe half a year.
And this is now the 6th year – considering a lot of public usage.
But here and there they wanted to add or modify things, so I do that – yet all in all that’s in average just about a day per month of work, which means almost nothing.
Luckily Adonai has gifted me greatly with skills to do it all, when it comes to construction/ building.

And actually this little cave was originally reserved for someone else.
But suddenly he left and it became vacant.
So then a brother from church said, that I should be eligible to stay in that place as long as I want, considering of what I have done.
And so I measured it and figured out at least it is just big enough that I can fit in my music equipment the little recording studio, which luckily in these modern days we don’t need tons of space for all the equipment since most of it shrank into a computer size with a little bit hardware around, which is way less of what it used to be.
One item I had was a 24 channel multi-track tape machine and this alone was like a piece of a “furniture”.

So, why then with all the benefits to leave that place?

Well, I am already a good number of years in this country and I felt like it’s time to leave and also sense that Abba wants me to move, to go to the next location.
Since I am earning some money from pictures and footages, basically nature there was nothing new I could capture.
This country is actually not really rich in nature.
It’s a, or better say was a very nice place to live but the variety of nature is very low.
May you noticed, I always include the link to my section for these stock images and footages in the description.
It’s not much of income and since the plandemic there is only about 10-20% of what it used to be before.
So at the end I am not sure if I will be able or willing to continue with that ″pocket-money-business″ much longer.
Of course, I’ll just leave it as it is but will not add any more content to it.

What else? (why am I leaving?)
You surely heard how many nice places of this world (if not all) got turned into Gestapo training fields or whatever you might name this tyrannical takeover.
In my case I thought to say police state, but this is sadly a great understatement.
Yes, it looks like on the surface it is a free country, but if you look deeper you see, it’s not – but possibly there is no country in this world anyway where you can be truly free at least to a good extend.

But this was also not the main reason for my urge to leave.
Yet in 2019 I could definitely feel something changed significantly.
One thing I sensed is, that a big portion of the relaxed peaceful friendly atmosphere was gone with something sinister have been creeping in, though by that time I could not figure out what it was.
It simply evaporated the inspiring atmosphere for arts that used to be here.
That’s gone, completely gone.
Thanks to the tyrannical megalomaniacs who made it possible by turning all things around.

However, by that time 2019 I could not really recognize what has changed, but there was something… and that “something” didn’t feel good.

I mean beside these things, there are many small pieces that add to it, but I will not go much into that.
Also the voice of Adonai saying, it’s time to leave, but I will not go too much into that.

Only one thing (a piece of the puzzle) for example now are the LED street lamps.
When I go out or look out at night that China, made in Shanghai LED light cause pain in my eyes.
Well, the 5G in these lamps surely don’t invite me to stay.
The rest is just too much to list but I know it is time to go.

So back 2019 I’ve made my plans thinking, by spring 2020 I will head out.
I looked up all the information’s where I thought to leave, which would be actually in two ways.
Both basically included a bicycle and a boat or ship.
Since I live on a small island, not so easy to cycle over water – I’ve tried to walk on water for years, but until now I have not been successful with that.
So one option would have started with a shorter trip on a ferry to the next main land (other country) and the other option on a longer trip taking a cargo vessel, where I had at least three destinations in mind in east, west and north of Europe.
And then after leaving the ship, I would just continue on the bicycle, wherever the roads leads.
No, I would not go to Rome, tough there is this saying many roads lead to Rome and the Vatican would be surely an interesting place to stir a bit up, but I might rather leave that number up for Yeshua.

Actually once I met a guy in Israel, Jerusalem in a bike shop who came all the way from Spain on his bicycle, passing through Syria and if I remember right, he also cycled also a bit through Iraq – he has been a couple of months on this trip – all alone.
Well, that was in 2007 – before the start of the CIA plot to tear Syria apart, guess that was around 2011 or so.
Now Syria is surely not a great place to cross anymore at all.
Just a matter of time, when Damascus will be no more a city but just a heap of rubble.

Okay, for me leaving, I knew because I have been on freighters before as a passenger, and their fares are quiet expensive, compared to flying where you can get a ticket sometimes for a few bucks.
But almost every time when I was flying I ended up afterwards with a migraine 2 or 3 days in bed.
I don’t know what is wrong in the air or with the airplanes.

When as a child as much as I can remember, I always loved sailing, even staying on the boats for more than only a few hours or a day, I could never remember getting sick, whether small boats or big ships.
But for whatever reason my body just can’t cope with planes, cars, buses or trains, where planes are the worst.
Boats, bicycle and motorcycle seem to be the only way where I don’t struggle.
Well, of course if somewhere along the trip some bad food goes down my throat, which makes me sick… that’s a different story.

But back to my decision to leave.
Then (after 2019)…
at the beginning of 2020…
I definitely don’t need to explain what happened, because every person in this world knows, yes, every single one.
The diabolic takeover and too many people locked up in their homes and all the worse stuff that followed, basically the greatest crime ever done in human history after the flood.
But scripture tells us, it will get much much worse (one day).
Yes, once I got trapped by Gestapo where they even wanted to arrest and handcuff me because I was not properly equipped with a tyrants permission to go outside.
Well, the fine was not fine but I had not many choices.
However, I demand the money back from the devil in Yeshua’s name including at least 1000% interest – whenever it comes.

Yet the lockdowns have also caused some health issues to me.
The relative harmless fake virus, or better say the rebranded flu have not troubled me at all, but the fact I could not move have caused real physical issues.
By that time 5G was not yet installed much in the road where I live – but since it is here, it feels definitely, it’s different now.
It’s kind of that permanent muscle pain.
Anyway, I did always a good amount of sports to keep my body fit and in decent shape including trying to eat as healthy as much my tiny little income allows.
Those who have insight know much severe health damage can be caused, because of lack of movement.
Professional athletes can’t just stop from today to tomorrow.
That will cause serious health issues or even death.

And when scripture speaks about a loaf of bread for a days wages, I am already there since some time. A loaf of bread cost 5 Euros and I mean real good bread, not a piece of eatable foam.
So with an average income of hundred Euros a month you can do the math (a days wages, though this is not the greatest example as I live basically by faith).

However, during the peak of the lockstep time, since I live beside a main road I could clearly see what is going on.
First of course every 15 minutes a Gestapo vehicle passed, when before 2020 I have seen them maybe once or twice a week a car – whatever they have done all the years before might remain the mystery of many coffees or frappes or games or whatever .

Also, never before I have seen so many of the cars from the main internet company passing by.
People tried to explain that away, claiming, yes because all the people now work from home and they need better internet connection, blah blah blah.
Well, this is simply another lie.
Right away I also knew what will come and every step on the way I was right.
All things I knew because I remember my dad who went through it with basically exact the same steps back of tyrannical takeover in Nazi Germany.
Though he did not experience the whole thing, because he was not born in Germany (Deutsches Reich).

Also when the first idea of an injection was mentioned, I knew they will try to force it on everybody, literally like the mark of the beast – FORCE IT!
Okay, they could not accomplish that, but here are about 80% injected.
They were also preparing the city to become smart.
I knew it already 2,5-3 years ago during the lockdowns – and here we are.
Officially it is now already declared a smart city where I live.
I don’t know how many millions or even billions they invested into this city to equip it.
Possibly it is not yet 100% functional or cranked up, because there are still a few construction areas, some roads that are still not finished.

That alone would be enough a reason to leave.
Yes, many Christians even praise all the smart ideas, but not me.
I try to avoid as much as possible everything and anything that is smart according to the diabolical definition of total control.
I want to be smart in Yeshua but not smart according to the world.

But just a few days ago I saw when they marked the parking spots along the road in front of the building and put the sensors underneath.
Sensors in the road? Yes, sensors!
I saw it before on several different places and now it’s done here along that road.
I took a short movie and a picture of that black box, whatever is inside.
Why you need a black box on every single parking spot?
Also along the road they put rocks that no-one can park on the sidewalk.
How clever, when everyone need to park on government provided parking places.

There have been 4 empty fields here, where people who live around here were just parking.
But only half or a quarter of one field is left.
All the others they blocked with these stones – they look like pillars of salt – must be thousands of them.
One day I think all people, except those who have a private garage are only permitted to park on official government parking. So I am very happy with my old rusty bicycle.
Parking fees will bring surely a lot of money because the can be smartly adjusted flexible the amount of greed…
You have to have a smart app for parking, or else – one day possibly very soon…. nope…
I don’t think I don’t need to explain where it will lead to with all the options of control for the government including automatic fines.
And without a smart phone you are excluded of the modern “smart” club.

Now back to my time there.
So at one point during the plandemic I started to pray for a boat to get out of this island.
Surely I was thinking more, that somehow I get in touch someone who has a boat and seeks some company to join for a trip, maybe for only some days or even a longer trip to somewhere further away or whatever.
So I simply continued to pray for a boat to come.

Suddenly, I think I was praying already 9 months, a brother bought a boat for me.
Truly at the beginning I was very suspicious.
But it came to pass and so to say out of the blue I had a boat.
Which is actually a small sailing yacht.

But I guess the most strange thing was, when I got it that I don’t know what to do with it.
I mean not in technical terms of sailing, but for the fact of fulfilled prayer.
“I prayed and now it’s here… what shall I do now?”
I have not prayed past the boat…
Hard to describe it but maybe you can understand the split between the excitement of fulfilled prayer and the coming responsibility that comes with it.
I remember a dream when suddenly someone came into my life and I didn’t know what to do with her though I really love that very special person but in the dream I didn’t know what to do.

The other thing was, that this boat was more a competition boat than something to cruise along for a while or a longer period.
Gladly with my God given talent and skills in construction I was able to modify this vessel that it can serve me as means for transportation but it’s also designed as a temporary shelter and in emergency has the possibility even as a permanent home – well, of course an earthly home, because my real home is in heaven.

Interestingly enough that I prayed for perhaps 9 months and from the time when I got it til today it is around another 9 months.
Guess the girls know or can relate more than boys to a 9 months cycle… ?
What does it tell us?
The “baby” is here!

Actually I thought I can head out already last year, but the construction of the boat took way longer of what I was expecting.
Surely Abba has a different timing than ours.
One reason, because my budget is very limited I was not able just to go and get the stuff I want to modify the boat.
A lot of things needed to be designed by myself, even some tools to accomplish certain tasks.
It does not make sense to buy a tool for 300 or 500 Euros when I need it only once for 5 minutes, and I don’t know any place where to rent it.
And the other thing is, we don’t have this type of huge hardware stores where you go in and just get almost everything at one place in different variations for relative decent prices.

Usually the most time here in construction you spend, is to find where you can get what you need and then the prices are sometimes just beyond.
Usually you have to travel from one DIY store to the next until you get (hopefully) everything together, and that consumes just enormous time.
Sometimes it takes days to figure out even where to find certain material – and often you are lucky to find it at all.
And because of this I had to fiddle out and find alternatives

And to buy anything online here is literally a complete joke.
You won’t hardly find any decent online shop.
I ordered a few times a couple of things especially for sailing in marina stores.
Found actually an online store that have decent prices, compared to others here, but completely unreliable.
Every time when I ordered something they called me afterwards back, saying, this or that is not available though it says in the online store ″in stock″.

As everything else is anyway extremely time consuming, that’s why it took way, way longer than I thought or wished.
But finally I could get it together now.
Yes, a couple of things I still need to finish and some things I left out because I can finish that when I am on my journey.
Those are things that are not crucial, only stuff like optical design or so.

To know exactly when it is in the water, you need to look at my website, because this video I prepare and upload ahead of time.
Once in the water I will check it a few days to see if everything is really working as it should as planned.
I hope to be able to sell the trailer then quickly, which at least could give me a little money for my trip, because coming back doesn’t make any sense.
I don’t need much petrol as the sails will carry the boat along the ocean, I have a lot of food (maybe too much) that will last for a very long time and or course can go fishing but eventually I need to head into a marina here and there and most of them are not cheap.
Months ago I thought about an electric engine that might be helpful for anchoring or going into a marina or on days without any wind.
But these guys are simply far above my budget.
However, I attached some oars – don’t know yet, how these self made oars will work or if they are strong enough not to break with that size of a boat.
I surely might not be very fast with rowing, perhaps between 1 and 2 knots, but the main reason is anyway more for some nice exercises.
When it’s calm and no wind, just do some exercises and with that make a few miles.

When Avraham was called to go out of his home to a country that Adonai will show him…
He did not complain and thinking about all the comfort he possibly had in his home in Haran.
Back in 2006 when I left my birth country I had a decent permanent job with regular income.
Yes, it was not the best job in some ways, but there was no need to quit.
Maybe more spiritual reasons to quit, but from a logical humanistic point of view no reason.

But anyway, I left to go to Israel – or shall I say Adonai kicked me into Israel.
There, I went with the intentions to be there for only one year (and then turn back).
But finally it became much more with a couple of years until it was time to leave again to the next country, which is here.
And here I am still and now time is overdue to go and leave this place to go to the next.

The question remains: Where I will I go?
I don’t know.
Adonai knows better and He might give the winds that will blow me just there.
With a motor boat I could just go where I think I would like to be but on a sailing vessel it’s not so easy.
I am not planning or looking forward to end up like Paul in Malta, but I am open to any destination in a safe way.
The difference is now, I am heading into summer and Paul traveled just into winter – the season with the huge nasty storms.

But through prayer and by the Holy Spirit, the Ruach HaKodesh Adonai will carry me to the place where He wants me to be.
The hardest thing is to distinguish these three different voices.
The one from the devil, who will always try to lead us into destruction.
Secondly my own desires which sometimes leads to good places, other times into frustration or things like that.
Finally the righteous voice of the Holy Spirit which leads to the will of Abba, the Father in heaven.

Whether I go to a certain destination but I am also open if He wants me simply to sail along the coastlines and pray and intercede for all the countries I am passing by until we fly home.
But if there is another country where Adonai needs and wants me to stay for a season, short of long term, (possibly not much longer anyway) I am fine with anything of Yeshua…

Maybe Adonai will take me home while sailing somewhere along the ocean.
I would be more than happy to meet you all in the air and when we all go together to the wedding.
And definitely when I fly up I will not look back on anything in this world – yes, absolutely nothing, nothing at all.
I can say it with my whole heart.
I know without a shred of a doubt that the most beautiful place here on earth is nothing but a desert-hole compared to the most boring ugly place in heaven.
(I spare to pronounce the the word of another hole, you may know) .

To say boring or ugly is not a suitable description because there will be nothing boring or ugly in heaven, but I think you understand what I mean.
And with the vision about the heavenly wedding I had not long ago it almost scares me – that it is just something so beautiful beyond words – and this is what simply blows our minds.
It simply don’t fit into our tiny little worldly box we live in.

But let me go back to switch to the journey and now to the most important journey I took, which is the one of my own life.
Actually with that I speak to all of you.
Some people travel thousands of miles every month but never go anywhere when it comes to the depth of the own heart.
The journey from the head to the heart is the most difficult and dangerous.
I don’t know if this is still alive but Paris-Dakar used to be called the most difficult offroad race.
But compared to the race to our eternal destination it’s a walk in the park.
I have seen so many people give up on their way.

The most dramatic was a friend who had actually the most influence, basically the key person that I came to faith.
Last year I heard that he committed suicide.
To consider without him I would possibly not have made the way to become a disciple of Yeshua and he murdered himself is also almost impossible to get into my head.

Yes, there have been many other people on my walk who crossed my path in one or another aspect (in the christian environment).
I may have had other possibilities to find Yeshua, but in my experience, from testimonies of others and scripture, our company can lead us into the path of righteousness or the wide road that leads to destruction.

For me, even growing up in a house without family and even any relatives who none of them practice faith or believe in Yeshua or any of the translated names, depending on the language).
So, according to scripture it is a miracle that I could find the way to life in Yeshua.

And a greater miracle is, that I am still walk on the narrow path that leads to life in Yeshua.
I try to work out my salvation somehow every day with fear and trembling and wrestle a lot against my own flesh and blood somehow but the real battle is not against flesh and blood but against all spiritual powers, the principalities of darkness, those who promote sin – mostly in the mind.

I know how easy it can be to turn away from the path of righteousness as I have seen many on my walk in faith, basically in Christian environment, knowing so many people who stumbled on their way and even more turned around, away from the path to life.
Wherever they are now I don’t know, I hope they repented and turned back again.
The temptations and possibilities to fall are definitely countless.
It’s just pure grace to be able to continue walking in faith towards eternal life with Yeshua, and nothing else.

But, now let’s go to my personal testimony.
People used to say that you should always have your testimony ready to shoot like in a rifle.
Yes, I know it is a bad example with the real and staged mass shootings for the attempt at least in America to take away the peoples rights to have guns.
In Euroland people have been stripped from weapons long ago and so the tyrants there can do anything they want, because peple are without defense.
I think some countries discussing for banning to carry knifes.
Which again is a mega or MAGA stupid idea of brainless governments, because what about an ax, machete, or any sort of sharp or spear like tools and so on. At the end they need to ban everything so at the end you won’t own anything and be happy (walk around naked… in the snow?).
If you want to go for a picnic in the park with plastic knifes, don’t tell it Greta, she will be very upset.
Well, that’s not the subject here and I don’t want to open that can of worms too much.

I am speaking about sharing a testimony… and there for people like me who are not gifted in expressing things in words or fluent speech, it is truly not easy to share a testimony for me.
I mean if someone had a real dramatic conversion into faith it might be possible but for me it was nothing spectacular, and even not clear at all how all happened- – I just ended up there.

I think it would be good to share it in a way that the others, especially unbelievers are encouraged to consider a step towards the savior Yeshua, and not to fall asleep before they have even not heard half of the testimony.
The other thing in my personal testimony is, that I could not really understand or remember when exactly and how I ended up on that path.

Most people come to an altar call and know the exact day or even the hour and minute or perhaps the second.
But so it was not with me – I have a rough time frame between 3 and 15 years for this.
Yes, I gave My life to Yeshua and still continue to send Him my request and reminder of it, not to forget my requests of forgiveness and repentance.
Yet the initial day and hour, even the year when I came to faith, I don’t know, and less HOW it happened…
Well, until…
until one day when the Holy Spirit reminded me a bout something, roughly when or better say where and how I called to him the first time.

And He told me also from that moment on He had an eye on me.
Sounds like a bit a weird testimony, but so it is.
Well, it took a couple of years until He finally found a way to bring me into His assembly or better say into church by this friend mentioned before who canceled himself out of the book of life by a wrong decision and action.
And then it took another long season, I would say years to bring me to Himself.
To come into religion or to church and to come to a relationship with the savior are two different pair of shoes.
Everyone can come to church.
But going to church doesn’t make you a Christian/ believer.
Or going to MacDonald doesn’t make you a Hamburger or sleeping in a garage doesn’t make you a car.
What Yeshua is looking for is relationship (and not religion).

So with that I can only roughly can say when this happened but not even exact to the year – I only know it was not wintertime.
I only know the first time I heard about to make a decision with this typical prayer repeating after a preacher/pastor to invite Him into our lives.
And this was in 1992 somewhere in summer, but don’t know the month.
This was over 20 years later when I first initially came to church or somehow to faith.
At the end I think it is not so important to remember the details.

What counts are simply, that our names are written in the lambs book of life and that Adonai will not blot it out from that book.
Some people say this can’t happen, but the scripture gives a clear warning about it, just read for example Exodus 32, so it clearly indicates it can – which would be one of the worst cases.
It’s like when Yeshua said: I never knew you – read Matthew 7:21-23.
According to this I pray a lot for forgiveness and repent that my name will not be blotted out of the book of life or I will never hear that statement of Matthew 7.

However as said with my lack of eloquent speech or how to word it I wrote a song about the initial event where the Holy Spirit reminded me how Yeshua saw me pointing out to Him.

When I say lack of speech I think gifted people can say the same in 5 minutes where I need an hour.
That’s why I say some people might fall asleep during my testimony or any other speech, because before I come to the essence, to the point, they are bored to death.
As like this farewell message, I am sure some people are able to condense it to maybe 15 minutes or so, including to add even more details.

Never mind, now this testimony as a song.
…. if you have not already listened to it on my website somewhere between all the other hundreds of songs, here it comes
I shared it once, yes, only once, on a live performance, I never did a studio recording of this song – and so, since then it sits on my website, now for years.
But now, listen…

Audio: ″You surprised me!″

May you get some of the metaphors, but probably not all of them.
Ask the Holy Spirit to give you the rest.

Now just a bit more information around my life journey:
I don’t know how to describe my walk with Yeshua, but if I would need to pack it into one or two words I would say: ″very colorful″.
Some people might say like on a roller coaster

However you word it, sometimes life in faith was very dull, but I think this was my own flaw in times being very much asleep or lukewarm.
Sometimes indeed it was like a roller coaster ride, when series of serious troubles rocked me.
I remember great moments when I was very close to Yeshua and also moments when I almost went home – may you also had some of those wild experiences close to death or possibilities close to die.

I remember for example at least 3 times when I was seconds away to drown.
A few times when something unknown hit my physical body out of the blue when I was literally thinking, lying on the floor or in bed, that’s it… and actually with those I was never afraid.
My fear is only dying in the wrong moment, in midst of sin.

Besides that from all the maybe 50 accidents on the road, some of them were really serious.
And one or even two horrible accidents where I should be dead or at least a veggie but on one of them except a Clavicula type 2 injury I did not even break a single bone and the other bruises all over my body but also without breaking any bones.
Another accident I had with the motorcycle where I got kicked off on a wet road sliding along the road for about 20 meters and the motorcycle into another direction, which is 60 feet.
If a car would have passed while I was sliding over the other lane that would have been it…
But what happened, my jacket was not even dirty and the motorcycle totaled – no explanation of how this was possible.

Anyway, I know, the devil wants to kill steal and destroy.
Yes, as mentioned he tried to kill me often and have stolen a lot from me.
Whether by things that breaks or a company that failed, which was actually caused by politics.
Many if not most things I’ve lost along my walk, because of listening to the wrong voice and made bad decisions and invested in corruptible things – you possibly know these shiny things in the ads with the shouting voices in your ear saying, you need them!
A few things I simply lost, or misfortune, some stuff smoked, or once I had water flowing into my studio which damaged a lot.

However, it is a miracle that I have not lost my faith in Yeshua and I don’t know how this happened, because I have seen many many people leaving their walk with Adonai.
The most through some kind of abuse, disappointments, offended and wounded in various ways.
But I think this is nothing unusual.
In the world I don’t expect anything else, but sadly when it comes from people in church, you may think it should not happen, or at least not that much, but I figured out, there is hardly any difference. And this hurts the more.
And some old friends I have who are not yet believers treated me always much better than many or most Christians.

However, here we are in the Gregorian Year 2023 and in my view, we have not much longer to go.
Many prophecies though claim we have many more great years ahead of us with everything in politics and leadership turned around, and America will become stronger an greater than ever before, and so on.
But when I look into scripture I just can’t find that the world can continue much longer.
Noach could have prayed and preached for another hundred years but everything was already so much corrupted that Adonai could not do anything anymore but only to destroy everything.

And here are we now…
Are we not already in times as like in the days of Noach, people eating and drinking – and who knows what they drank and ate back then.
Very likely they ate their neighbors babies, or bugs, worms and all kinds of creeping things – and the drinks things like this tin of hell, alcohol, blood, or pee and things I don’t want to mention here.

And compare today how much clearer in the days today when bugs and worms being promoted as great food with supposedly loads of proteins and so on, when the Word of Elohim says it is an abomination and not to be eaten, unclean.
Then, people get married and given into marriage.
Actually there is nothing wrong to get married, which is in the right way even a good thing.
But in the days of Noach I very much assume, the people were marrying all kinds of stuff, for example their pets or other animals, and also the Nephilim.

Is it much different today?
Homosexual marriages and I heard that at least one country already allow people to marry their pets.
I have no proof for that but I think this type of marriage is not far from being tolerated almost everywhere soon, or one day when a pastor don’t want to marry a man to his dog will get fined or a butchery who does not want to make a steak-cake for the dog maybe will be closed down.

How much longer do we have?
I’ve got a dream just a little while ago where I received a time-frame to, or something for the end.
So basically in the dream I saw the limit of how much longer we have (which is not long).
I can’t say the day and the hour, but we are very close.
And it does not speak about the very end of the big tribulation but the moment, when the Bride will be taken.
Whether you believe in a rapture or not, or in another word, Harpazo or snatching away…
just remember, Chanoch and Eliyahu are two examples of scripture that have been taken out without seeing death.
And who knows how many had a similar experience but not mentioned in the bible, as most miracles of Yeshua have not been written down where John 21:25 talks about.
So there is no reason why this can’t happen anymore at any time – commonly named as rapture.
And if you think He (Adonai) can’t do that anymore, you make Him very small.

If it happens while I am out on the ocean…
Well, if so, then other people might be wondering why this boat is floating around empty or sits there on anchor for weeks without seeing anyone there.
But when it happens things will anyway change so dramatically that a small empty boat will be surely not so much in focus.

As I mentioned at the beginning that I will not have much Internet on my journey.
You know what?
I did not pray only for a boat I also prayed for a life without Internet, or let’s say with extreme limited internet.
I grew up without and it was beautiful.
I did not miss anything back then and everyone could arrange everything, all appointments and conversations were real face to face.
No Fakebooking, not knowing if the other person on the other side is real or just CGI or AI or whatever.

Okay, I need to consider the world changed and a little internet might be necessary for certain tasks like to transfer money from Paypal to my Bankaccount as the little sales comes in from Pond5 marketplace for stock videos, images and music for sale that arrives on Paypal.
Though this declined a lot since 2020, thanks to the globalist maniacs, they made it possible that my income from that dropped between 80 and 90%.

Whether there will be private donations coming in, I don’t know.
Possibly not much if anything at all since I will be going more or less under the radar anyway.
If you don’t post regularly new videos on these video platforms like Bitch Chute, Chew Tooth, Rumple or so, you will quickly disappear in the universe between the billions of other abandoned videos.
Only if you post regularly, people pay attention and perhaps donations are coming.
I received a little, not much, but that’s okay and I am grateful for that.
Well, once the financial system will completely collapse (as this is only a matter of time) or the mark will be officially implemented all financial accounts will anyway become obsolete.

To write an email to family and friends to let them know where I am about might be a good reason to connect from time to time with internet.
But beside that I think Adonai just heard my prayer and so I will be mostly offline (no radiation around) – at least for a season.
And then see, where the journey will bring me…

Yes, I am nervous to some extend, though this is more because of stupid legal stuff and everything related to what I am carrying, the heavy loads.
But for the sailing itself I am very excited and convinced it will be just great.
Okay, I know the boat will be at least at the beginning very heavy loaded on it’s limit.
But the longer the trip the less weight as the food goes slowly down, and food and water is quiet heavy.
Will be interesting how the water supply will work out anyway.
I did some tests – I don’t have a real desalinator because they are simply too expensive but I found another way to remove the salt from the water.
As long the electric system works I will be able to make between 1 and 2 liters of sweet drinkable water per day which is basically enough to survive.
So that needs prayer for protection for the electric system.
With additionally collecting rain water and dew which depends on the regions I am around I might get together an average of 3 liters purified and filtered water per day to drink, which is enough.

One thing is surely interesting to see how life alone will work out.
The good news is that Yeshua will never leave nor forsake us.
When we look into scripture it is more than odd how these seasoned fishermen could have become afraid on the Kinneret.
They surely have experienced many storms in their boats, yet while Yeshua was sleeping in their boat they got scared to death.
So I trust that Yeshua is going with me and if necessary calm the waves.
I will lift up my staff, I will lift up His word I will lift up His name! To calm the storm…
Or maybe I will never come into a big storm.

Though my boat is technically unsinkable because the way and the material it is built even if it’s floated completely with water it will not sink, but I don’t want to ruin all the stuff I carry and end up like Paul in Malta.
When it is dashed on a cliff it is not a boat anymore…
But I am convinced it will not happen as Yeshua will guide me.
But I am not heading towards Rome, though a big portion of my route is just exactly the same as Pauls (toward Rome), though I rather think to pass Italy instead to finish my journey there.

As mentioned I was praying for a boat to bring me out, so I will not share some words about prayer from my experience.
I actually did not think about to get my own boat but thought, maybe Adonai will open the doors that I can join someone on his boat and one day and just jump off somewhere else.
But actually before I prayed for a boat I was thinking to find somewhere a nice size plot preferred in a very remote place with a small house, a shed, a cabin, even if it is not in a good condition because I know how to renovate, or I could have bought simply a container, make it a bit comfortable and live in that.

But what I considered is, to build an off grid small farm.
Just enough for an off-grid independent farm to have enough food for myself and a bit leftover for others.
I grew up in the countryside and helped often a local farmer, also did a good amount of gardening.
With that I have some experience and not a city boy.
But for that project the doors never opened – guess I prayed for that and even made plans, looked for places that might be suitable. And this also for probably around 9 months, I don’t know exactly, but could be something like that.
My deepest prayer is anyway to be holy and my name will not be blotted out from the lambs book of life.

Beside that there are surely more prayers than only for me.
One big prayer is, that that Lord of the harvest send laborers into the harvest.
Some people who are really gifted, dedicated and anointed in evangelizing.
I have seen the difference between those who are maybe great teachers but no anointing in evangelizing and others who are not gifted in bringing a deep teaching yet harvest souls en masse.

In some of my songs, especially the suite for the Innocent I consummated my prayer for the weakest in society, the unborn, and children.
And of course prayers also go up for my relatives and friends who are not yet saved, that they don’t suffer eternal consequences for their rejection of Yeshuas Salvation Grace.
For some I pray regularly, for others is rather rare.

I don’t pray much into politics though every now and then I receive words related to politics.
But I have not real a burden to pray for the people in high places, though they also need salvation, but I just don’t have a heart for them.
It’s sometimes even hard to know at least with some of them to know if they are even humans, when we see their behaviors and actions (what they are doing against others) where nobody with a brain and a tiny bit compassion would do that.

But I have very much a burden for the people in slums fro example, the homeless, prostitutes and drug addicts.
Thankfully, my life never went down to that condition to live in slums or being homeless, never been to prostitutes and never been in the drug scene.

Interestingly or somehow funny, that almost every time when I was younger I had almost every time special interviews at airports where the security guys suspected me to be a drug smuggler.
I remember once when I literally mocked them and laughed at them, because I am so confident in my consciousness about the destructive consequences of drugs.
But this young man (okay, not anymore) with long hair traveling alone look suspicious.

These blind people of law enforcement only look at the outside and can’t see anything inside.
If so, they should arrest almost all politricktians, those whitewashed tombs in suit and tie, psychopaths, who are inside more corrupt than most criminals.
The same power-hungry people Yeshua addressed them as hypocrites and told them they are misleading the people.
The same with the modern leaders, whether you call them kings, pharisees, presidents, prime ministers or whatever, they are all the same hypocrites.

Not that I am better than drug addicts or homeless but it’s so hard to see people suffering.
I actually had a co-worker for a couple of years who came out of the homeless drug scene.
His testimony how he slowly slid into that, and the environment there explained enough to me of the devils evil work of deception to steal, kill and destroy.

I came to realize there is not much difference between prosperity and poverty
If someone is not saved by the grace of Yeshua it’s both the same.
Their hearts and minds are simply empty and the focus of their minds is only on materialism.
The ones who achieved great wealth, they never have enough…
and on the other side the ones who only desire it, but both have no real peace within them, just emptiness inside their hearts.

But to have Yeshua in the heart is more than religion.
No religion can replace relationship, never ever.
You can be full with religion but completely empty inside.
You can have fellowship with the wrong people and might cause to become morally corrupted.
1 Corinthians 15:33 speaks about it:
Do not be deceived! “Bad company corrupts good morals.”
The commandments of YHWH gives us the basics and principles of the definition of good morals, the guidelines of life.

But even fellowship with church people often brings a lot of pain.
That’s when religion sneaks in, they might act often nice but as soon you question things of their belief the attitudes reveal quickly their true identity.
The empty hearts who seeks out of something that they don’t have.
To find true friends is not as easy as to pour a drink.
And even harder is to separate those who are good from those who stink.

And yes, Adonai did not answer the prayer for a wife, a bunch of children for example, or a smooth life on a farm or as a full time musician, but soon it is clear I will have a very complete different life.
First a different life somewhere on the ocean of this world, first on the Mediterranean and later if it’s in His will on the Atlantic, or maybe… before I am there we fly home and bathe in the ocean of Yeshuas love for all eternity.

Well, I think it is more than enough for today.
There would be so much more to share before I leave.
No I am not going into politics because this is just a distraction show to deceive the people.

Keep your eyes fixed on Yeshua, His ways, His truth and His life, because He is the way the truth and the life and no-one comes to the father in heaven except through Him.
Heaven and earth will pass away but His words will never pass away.
Yeshua came into this world in the flesh to die for our sins so that we can be forgiven and have access the the Father in Heaven and eternal life and be born again in the Spirit.

Whether I come up one day with more videos to post here or this will be the last I don’t know yet.
One thing I hope to see you all, all of you one day walking along the streets of gold in exceeding joy.
Hell is prepared for the devil and His angels only and Yeshua and I don’t want anyone to perish and be cast into outer darkness, into hell, where their worm will not die, and their fire will not be quenched

Heaven is the place He prepared for us with many dwelling places.
The beauty there will be beyond imagination.
No more pain or suffering, no more lies and the Glory of Yeshua will be the light.

And again, I hope to see you all in heaven.
Blessings and Adonai shall be with you!

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